Have you ever seen a dead man trying to fly?
Have you ever seen a dead man starting to cry?
Only thing I can think now, death is mine
killing me slow, holding me down, taking my pride.
Have you ever noticed a dead woman trying to see?
Have you ever noticed a dead woman trying to feel?
Death doesn't bow down, death doesn't kneel
it's comming down the block, it's comming for me.
Have you ever seen a dead girl walking back home?
Have you ever seen a dead girl talking on the phone?
When death is comming you'll feel that your alone
death will put you under the ground, death will put you down...
"Death" by Screatch
I have to suck it up,
And shove it down,
I need to smile,
When I should frown,
I need to swim,
But I feel I should drown.
No I'm not okay,
Can you make it go away,
Can you help me fill the emptiness,
Where my heart did go amiss.
I need someone to not let go,
To pry until you get past all my faces,
I need someone to travel with me,
Through all these lonely places,
If you can just put up with me,
You will be my saving graces.
Once upon a time
In a far away place
Lay a girl slain
Without a name or face
No one to weep for her
No one to say
Theres a better place for her
Far far away
Who is that girl
Looking so peaceful out there
It looks like she's sleeping
But nobody cares
Somewhere I listen
Trying to hear
A mother weeping
For the girl out there
She is nowhere
An illusion in my mind
Calling out softly
Making insanity mine
Who is that girl
Looking so peaceful out there
It looks like she's sleeping
But nobody cares
It seems like I know her
I know that I should
But she is a memory
From a lost Childhood
Angels fly up in the sky,
And stars fall when they die,
Then I found an angel here,
And with joy I shed a tear.
I picked her up off the ground,
And realized it was an angel I had found,
Now it is her and only her which I do desire,
And inside me she has lit a fire.
Nothing is left for me to fear,
Not when I hold her my love my dear,
And listen to the sweet melody of heavens chime,
As we lay together until the end of time.
keep on hunting
i am tired of these games
which make me rise and fall
don't pretend to be jealous
don't pretend to care
cause soon i know
you will once again ignore
don't you worry
i won't want you
like i used to
it's the rejection i cannot take
how would i know when you want me
that it's nothing but fake
so take my blowkiss
or kiss my ass
don't get involved too much
i'll keep on searching
for the right one
till i find him and such
such love i felt inside for you
but you'll never find out
will never feel
although you stole my heart
my beloved fraud
so here is my goodbye
and don't you start to fight
don't struggle
ca
There's no worth,
There's no possessions,
Only oppression,
And grief.
What can we hold onto?
Every time we are happy,
We are stripped,
And raped of you sanity.
Don't you just love it,
I actually do,
The more grief the better,
The more anger,
And hatred I feel,
The stronger I get,
Until a lightening of unholy energy,
Is ripping me apart,
In an incredibly joyful way.
We are between angels,
And insects,
Caught in the balance,
Between happiness,
And deadly depression.
We always strive for the happiness,
And resist death depression and strife,
But turn around everyone,
Embrace the dark night with no stars,
No moon,
And n
"a girl next to me,playing her hair while she is trying to send a message with her sellphone,
an old men holding his free newspaper while he's reading the headlines of the paper from a men next to him,
my brother who is trying to get some sleep in this boring train...I hear some girls laughing
a daily journey
a part of my time...
it is still dark outside and while I'm trying to see something from there,I see my reflection in the window,for a second I didn't knouw myself
I look tired...like I always do
life's a bitch
my new year,was fun :)my best friend came and we had the house alone,so we got drunk and dressed so stupid and listened to songs and such,when they where counting the last seconds on tv,my friend was calling someone and I was upstairs so she realized that they where counting and she starts screaming with still that boy at the phone,and I was so in chock that I almost felt down while I was running with champagne and some glasses :)it was fun
finally 2004 is over,I am thankfull for all the new things that happend and for all the friends I got,from whole the world here on DA:)specially maxx,who I love alot and I can't discribe it with words but
yeah skool sucks,to bad bacause it is a new skool and everything seemed perfect before I went there
now everything sucks,my class is so boring,most of my teachers don't even like me for some reason,
I still have the feeling that I want to step out of my life,I don't understand,most people have that feeling once in a while but I have that feeling over 2 months now,and I tought it was because I was on vacation ore such but it isn't,
now I go to skool and the feeling is stronger
I don't really understand what I'm missing because my life doesn't suck that much,and I still am tired of that life
but it goes one I guess =S
thanks for adding me to your and thanks for your nice words you left on my userpage
i don't think my eyes are very special... but i agree that you can read a lot in other peoples eyes...